:: Friends Forever ::

Welcome! Ü

Monday, May 03, 2010

|9:46 PM|

U19 VB Galz
I suddenly feel very stressed after deciding to go for U19 with Mic, Eva, Nette, An An & Yee Shi. The 1st thing that came to my mind was money.. I don't have much left and I will have to buy vb stuffs agn.. I calculated all my assets. Haiz. 2nd thing that came to my mind is it might clash a lot of the activities that I have planned. Like learning dance will have to wait coz not enough money and vb trainings. But the thing is, I'm not learning alone. Gin, Anna and I have been dying to learn dance. Suddenly this thing 'pops' out. Like.. OMG! I wanted to work as well coz my money is diminishing slowly and it won't last long. 3rd thing that came to my mind is that I might not be able to perform well if I join the team. I think I used to be just average. Not very good and not too lousy.. But I have not exercised for a year!! or more!! I don't know if I can pull this off. But An An say pls pls pls.. Like so excited as well. Hard to say no.. omg! 4th thing that came to my mind is my studies. Coz now my class is very competitive. I almost died for the five days in school. Now I have to fit in 1 more vb thingy.
WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!?!

But..
I am quite excited as in.. Coz we used to have glory when were playing for Sembawang Sec. The feeling was great. The thought of it feels great. I can also take the chance to slim down?

I think I might regret this. I hope I won't. The thing that makes me wanna take part is coz of the team. I don't wanna let my team down. Even though I'm not the captain anymore but the least I could do is to disappoint them right? Haiz. I MUST CONQUER MY FEARS! Get through all the obstacles! BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!!

[S]he [w]inks**
+ + +