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Thursday, April 29, 2010
|11:35 PM|
Drained.. But FUN!
still LOVE DEBATES.. ^^
I'm totally drained today. SERIOUSLY!
We had HTM 2day. U know ar, I think Lena Chan is this sem's better faci. As in.. Not sooo good but oso not bad la. I like her style of doing things. I think she oso quite cute lehs. She look so young. Dun look married at all. Still got a son sia. So far, that's all I know. LOL! We'll see after a few more lessons ahead. lol.
Said I'm tired coz today we had a debate. Something like in tourism, economic impacts outweigh social cultural and environment impacts. Do you agree. So there is a proposition team and a opposition team. Me n Nurul are the judges. We are in the center of both teams. Like kena a lot of arrows since we are in the middle. OMG! Information overload sia! Damn stress. Must also think of questions along the way. But the thing is that the things that both team mentioned are totally not linked so it is not easy to judge who wins in the end. Lucky there is Nurul. I'm kinda blur as the debate is carried on further. Maybe if I have the knowledge that the faci have, I might be able to pinpoint some of the points said in class. But I gotta say. It's not easy. I'M DRAINED! But I learnt something new today.. Still considered nice la! HAHAHA! I gotta stand my ground more. As in have more opinions.. HOPE GOT CHANCE TO BE JUDE AGAIN.. w/o the class objecting to it though.. HAHAHA! Lena Chan is cute! LOL!
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
|11:39 PM|
Feeling happier now.. for a moment
I got my 1st A!!! For HTM!! YES! I thought I will get C sia.. Omg! Was a bit disappointed that I got a B for PMS.. I though we presented well.. But my RJ not strong enough so got a B. Jeremy got A! HMPH! Angry.. But anyway, I hope I don't think so much at least for the night. If not the excitement of an A will diminish even sooner.. Haiz..
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|11:15 PM|
Feeling down again..
I'm feeling down again. My mind is occupied by her cuteness. Although I remember her face but it does not hit me much. It is her cuteness that really make me sigh.. I seriously think that I'm such a lousy person. I hate myself. I don't wanna be me. Although I like a few aspects of me, but some parts of me is really detestable. How can I change? Although I said that I don't wanna fall into that pit again, but apparently, I did it again. It this makes me lose her. *Hit head* What the hell is wrong with me?!?!?! Really hate it. At the same time, my mind is not absorbing whatever I am convincing myself not to do.. HOW?! Already did the same mistake over and over again. Haven't I have enough? When can I stop my behaviour?!?!
To my that behaviour:
I REALLY HATE U!
CAN U STOP OCCUPYING MY MIND?!
STOP INFLUENCING ME!!!!
STOP HAUNTING ME!!!!
I REALLY HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO AWAY!!!
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Monday, April 26, 2010
|12:03 AM|
I cut myself while eating cold crab 2day.. Bleed :( Pain sia.. *kiss my cut* HAHAHA! I re-painted my nails 2day! Not very nice though.. Coz in a rush and just anyhow paste nia.. HAHAHA! The stickers is she buy for me de.. HAiz.. I wan more.. Will she still buy for me? I doubt so.. Haiz.. Dere's sch tml.. Haiz. Microeconomics.. Hais!
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010
|11:22 PM|
Changed new Desktop background to HYOYEON!! YAY!
Ssssoooooooo loooovvviiinnnnggggg iiiiitttttt!!!!!!!!!!! WEETS~~~~~!!!!!
Gonna change it frequently, I think ^^
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|10:57 PM|
Random Updates
Today is the day when I'm finally able to wear something comfortable and nice. A dress, cardi and heels. But the heels are open toes so.. GOOD! Then I so suay.. PERIOD! lol! Gin came over my house and did RJ. Do sooooo long.. As per usual. LOL! Den we juz talked n talked n talked. Really nice to know more about this ger.. HAHAHA! Think my family have a good impression of her. She so well mannered. Mum tell me to tell her to come more often since she say the dinner is nice. HAHAHAHA! Scali 1 day they don't want me, want Gin. LOL! I checked my grade for Hospitality & Tourism Mgt. C!!! My god! 1st lesson C. Some more I'm the one who put in the most effort and that stupid guy insised on putting his bloody slides in. I also bo bian. Now I get C! WTH!! ANGRY! DAMN ANGRY!! ARRGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! *face turn red*steams*
1 more thing.. I have to think of what to wear for tomorrow again!! Corporate attire from tomorrow till the rest of the week. This year, I have to think of what to wear everyday.. Regardless of Corporate attire or not because too many restrictions.. Haiz!! Do I still need to buy more clothes?!?! Jeans?!?! I don't want sia! I still wanna learn dance! DIE LA!!!! IRRITATING SCHOOL!!!
Only 1 thing to look forward to.. I CAN COLLECT MY ALTERED FORMAL PANTS FROM G2000 TOMORROW!!! YAY!! ^^
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Monday, April 19, 2010
|11:03 PM|
To hell with Microeconomics!
To heaven with HYOYEON~! ^^
I had Microeconomics today and I can tell you for sure that I really don't know what is going on in class. OMG! Totally lost! Totally drained at the end of class.. Seriously. Damn stress man.. The faci like giving a lot of stress as well. Like she go straight to the point regardless whether it is the 1st lesson or not. Heard a lot of negative comments from her ex-students/current students. Will have to wait and see if I agree anot. I wanna faint already. Even now, I am so tired. Don't wanna do anything related to studies. Tml will be Business Law. Good luck to me man..
I just watched youtube for quite some time and I keep watch SNSD as per usual recently.. HEHE! Of course HYOYEON as well!! WAAA~ I saw this video. I see already I HOT sia!!! *steams* Love her man!!! N now, I'm really exhausted. Maybe will sleep soon.. =)
She's so HOT!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQuP6PSqa5k&feature=PlayList&p=48306A8D83FBDA22&playnext_from=PL&index=71
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Saturday, April 17, 2010
|2:59 PM|
School updates!
1st day of school - Formal wear
Wore purple tube, Blazer, skirt and heels..
No complain about my attire. But the heels are killing me!!
By the time I reach home, the back of my left leg is bleeding.
Have been cursing and swearing each step home..
2nd day of school - Formal wear
Wore Blouse, skirt and heels..
Once I slipped my feet into the heels. PAIN! So faster take slippers over to school.
Lucky never wear slippers to class. Now facis all very strict about grooming. 2pid! Still got spot checks from the Head of SOH department facis..
Now thinking of what to wear on Monday. Finally not Formal wear!!! YES! But! Monday & Tuesday is casual wear. Wednesday - Friday is formal wear.. CONSECUTIVE lehs!! *faints* Now even casual wear can't wear berms, shorts, flip flops, sandals, singlets.. Sian..
Enough of school.. LOL! It's the weekends!! YAY!
Slept for more than 14hours I think? I slept early and woke up late.. Damn shiok! HAHAHA! Now thinking of what to do at home..
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
|12:09 AM|
Rebonding & Shopping on 12/4 (Mon)
Was screaming of fatigue yesterday. Couldn't sleep at all!! Don't know why.. Definitely not to excited about the shopping but there is something stopping me from sleeping. I had to put myself in the opposite direction in order to sleep for about maybe 3hours?!?! Oh my god! But I forced myself to sleep. in know that forcing myself to sleep can be ever so stressful. LOL! For that 3hours sleep, my head was at the leg's position.. 180degrees turn from my original position. Maybel was shocked when she saw me in that position when she wake up from her sleep. So omg la! I prepared myself to go out to meet my 11am appointment to rebond my hair. On my way, I bought a large White Choc Latte from Coffee Bean. Shiok! BUT NOT ENOUGH TO KEEP ME AWAKE!!! When I yawn, my whole body was shaking a bit. That means I really damn tired.. LOL! Maybe too long never rebond, sit until my butt gonna rot. But considered quite fast le.. Coz the whole duration is 3h 50min. Hehe..
After that went to meet Anna & Gin. ANNA ANG confirm gurantee chop will take neoprints. In the end, we took 2 rounds and took some unglam photos in her camera. LOL! Cheebong! hehehe.. Anna gave Gin and Me a mini cute mirror each that she bought at Thailand during hols.. Gin keep taking it out and acting cute. TOTALLY CAN'T STAND GINger!!! 真受不了!! LOL! In the end, Anna and I keep buying accessories and Gin was looking out for things she need to buy for school formal attire. From head to toe. LOL. So MANY specifications for the things they use.. SERIOUSLY!!! my god! 1st time I happy I did not score higher in O lvl if not I would have entered her Hotel & Hospitality Course instead my current course, Integrated Events Management.. HAHAHA!! *bleahz =p*
Things I bought:
Skin Food - Pink shimmer nail polish
TheFaceShop - Liquid Foundation
- Black Liquid Eyeliner
- Sponge
- Brown duo eyeshadow
Helen - Butterfly dangling earrings
ArtBox - Colourful mini hair bands
- Cash Book (It's supposed to be useful but I realised I'm lazy to write it all down. dotx)
Mu-ee - Simple bracelet
Bugis Street - Black shorts (I can't wear it! No trying.. Stupid. Giving it away.. Waste of money!)
Service I did:
- Rebonding (Super straight now - good and bad :()
**Sad! I can't find the charm bracelet I was hunting for.. Need a lot more time to search for it.. I REALLY REALLY WANTED IT!!!**
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Thursday, April 08, 2010
|1:19 AM|
U know ar.. Each time I scroll down my blog. I see HyoYeon's pic.. I really cannot stand it. SHE'S SO PRETTY!! i hope i hope to be as pretty as her man.. N she is only 21 this year, i think. OMG!! BUAY TAHAN AR!!
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|1:01 AM|
Hyo Yeon r0cks
I did not go SP 2day. Lazy. LOL! So haven't transfer her money yet. HAHA! I have been watching youtube almost the whole day. I love Hyo Yeon sia! Wished I'm as pretty as her sia!! OMG! I so ugly.. Sads.. Haiz.. I wanna be more like Hyo Yeon!!! I don't wanna be the outside strong, inside weak ger anymore!! Sianz! Why must I hide my emotions in front of others? Don't understand myself man.. I WANNA BE MORE LIKE HYO YEON!! Be good in dancing like her too! So I wanna learn HipHop!!! ^^
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Wednesday, April 07, 2010
|11:05 AM|
MAHJONG & KBOX SESSION
Went KBOX yesterday. Coz erjie is hardly free from work we took the chance to go sing. Actually I did not have the mood 2 sing. But I still sang. Dajie sang most. She siao wan.. I think I can only sing better when I'm in the bathroom singing. I think that is when I really can put feelings in. I'm kinda scared to show too much emotions in my songs in front of others. Haiz. Only when I am alone, I am able to really be 'myself'. I don't know la. Juz so sian la.. I really wanna hear her sing lehs. She sing so nice.. Me so lousy. Hear her sing is such a nice thing 2 do. Now I'm not so sad anymore. When I think of her, I won't be so depressed and I did not cry. I only know that I am getting 99% comfort from my 'Ah Boy' and 'Baby' when I hug them. They are sooo cute. When can I meet her? When can I go her house? When will she be normal towards me like before? Haiz... Got my IT fair money liao. Gonna have to transfer money over to her account. Still owe her money.. LOL! Maybe go SP later and transfer money over to he account. Maybe. See if I'm lazy or not. Yesterday, erjie invited Evelyn and dajie invited John and Pebble over for a mahjong session. HAHA! Pebble is my dajie's puppy. OMG! He is soooooooooo cute!! When he was around, I can't stop looking at him and play with him. Hahaha! Still run around the living room when he is chasing me. HAHA! Maybel (our maid) was also having fun playing with him. Hahaha!
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Sunday, April 04, 2010
|8:29 PM|
School starting in 15/4
I woke up in the afternoon and smsed her if can meet up b4 my holiday end. I just asked Terence and he told me that confirm 15/4 will start school. Such a weird date. I will also be informed by the school. Soon I guess.. I don't know. Now school is starting. So sian.. But holidays also sian.. Oh ya! My IT fair money haven't come in yet! OMG!! SO SUPER LONG!! Our 'manager' just asked my sis last Tuesday how long we work. KAOZ!! After he confirm, he have to send 2 admin then around 2 more weeks then can get our money in our bank. WA LAO WEY!!! No money sia.. Oh ya! Just now went to ah ma hse. My cousin wanted to sell her shoes and asked us to take a look first. If we do not want them, she will sell them off at the flea market. I bought 1 pair of shoes (Charles&Keith). It is a maroon coloured covered shoes. A bit loose at the back but quite comfy.. $5 only! So I bought it. ^^
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|2:26 AM|
Wanna be inked by Kat Von D
I was watching LA ink 2day and I suddenly feel like writing about Kat Von D. Although her whole body is covered by countless tattoos but I love her personality. She just reminds me about someone.. I may not know her well but I think she is nice. I love her tattoos and I realised not too long ago that she came up with her make up varieties exclusively at Sephora. I can't wait to get my hands on them. I also want to purchase her book and llok at what's inside. I want to know more about her. I was thinking of having a simple simple colour portrait. The size is also small. It is meant to be hidden. I really wanted that on my hip. If I have the chance, I will go over to High Voltage Tattoo (The actual name of the shop) and have that tattoo done by Kat. Although the tattoo is really really gonna be small, but I only want the best. Looking forward to that day..
Check this out!!
http://highvoltagetattoo.com/home.html
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Friday, April 02, 2010
|2:35 AM|
Meaningless Life
I'm rotting at home all the time during holidays.. How boring. The things that keep me occupied is to things to add in my wishlist.. Haha! Thanks 2 Nor & JR. They are the ones who told me to create a wishlist. Nor still say I will be adding instead of crossing out. It's so true!! Oh my.. HAHAHA! Other than adding things in my wishlist, the other things that I do is to play AuditionSEA, Youtube & TV. Meaningless Life. I was thinking if I should work. I think I should but holidays are drawing to an end. It will be more difficult to find a new job now. Do you think I should wait for the next holiday then search for a new job? Or should I just find now? Actually, it's very disappointing as the jobs that found via newspaper a bit disappointing. Other than Shin Kushiya, of course.. Aiya! I think I don't search for a job now. Will see how things go.. Maybe next holidays ba..
And.. I think I need a Sugar Daddy badly man..
No money = Sianzxzxz
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Thursday, April 01, 2010
|6:31 PM|
I changed a bit of my wishlist agn.. MUAHAHAHA!! Bear with me :)
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|12:25 AM|
New updates. My Likes..
I juz updated my Wishlist on d left. Coz I STM, I can't remember what I used 2 want very much.. LOL! May update them.. Depends!! hehehehe.. Juz a wishlist so if ppl wanna buy things 4 me, easier... MUAHAHAHA!!! I'm a very brand-conscious person. I love Bling Bling. Best is not 2 buy clothes or shoes 4 me coz I'm very picky about them.. Actually I'm picky about almost everything that I have or use.. So be careful when u buy for me worx!!! HAHAHAHA!! I'm always looking @ accessories & jewelries..
HEHE! DIAMONDS! I love Swarovski!
Here are some of the shops I like (random placing):
Zara, River Island, Levis', Karen Millen, LV, Fossil, Adidas, Swarovski, Chomel, etc..
Now brain block.. HAHAHA! A lot others..
Can't think right now..
But I can tell u, I REALLY REALLY LOVE BAZAAR(Fashion Magazine)!! I wish I can SUBSCRIBE them.
Look at them every month. So I know what to shop for, or just have a 'dry' shopping. I was drooling when I saw 1 of it that my uncle brought back.. OMG!! LOVE IT!
I'm gonna look at it again.. hehehehe.. x)
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