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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
|11:15 PM|

Feeling down again..
I'm feeling down again. My mind is occupied by her cuteness. Although I remember her face but it does not hit me much. It is her cuteness that really make me sigh.. I seriously think that I'm such a lousy person. I hate myself. I don't wanna be me. Although I like a few aspects of me, but some parts of me is really detestable. How can I change? Although I said that I don't wanna fall into that pit again, but apparently, I did it again. It this makes me lose her. *Hit head* What the hell is wrong with me?!?!?! Really hate it. At the same time, my mind is not absorbing whatever I am convincing myself not to do.. HOW?! Already did the same mistake over and over again. Haven't I have enough? When can I stop my behaviour?!?!

To my that behaviour:
I REALLY HATE U!
CAN U STOP OCCUPYING MY MIND?!
STOP INFLUENCING ME!!!!
STOP HAUNTING ME!!!!
I REALLY HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO AWAY!!!


[S]he [w]inks**
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