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Monday, March 01, 2010
|3:57 PM|

I finally did not cry yesterday..
After crying continuously every day and every night, kinda tired.
Drank less than half a can of tiger beer classic.
It's so disgusting..
Threw the rest away..
And faster went to sleep, a bit miserable but at least that's the best night I've slept after we're over..

Want to sms her every day, but I don't think it will help, it might even b worse.
Maybe I will sms her after IT show?
Just hope there are things I can talk to her about and hope she does not avoid me.
What I am afraid is to see her and him being so sweet.
Whatever, don't think so much now..
Just focus on my lifee..
Hope I can..


[S]he [w]inks**
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