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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
|12:43 AM|
I went to watch Valentines Day ALONE @ GV Yishun. Everyone there was in twos or even in threes. In front of my seat is a young family of three. So envious. Apparently I was lonely in that theatre. Initially, I felt that it was meaningless to watch a movie like that alone, but actually I was fine with it after a while and when I was looking at the scene that features Julia Roberts, Anne Hathaay and many pretty and handsome actors. ANG MOH lehs! Ha ha! I do not have to please anybody and I just watched it. Simple. With just a small Ice Lemon Tea. It was great as there weren't many people in the theatre. It just feels a bit sour as I see couples walking into the theatre.
There was a period of time when the film had a bit of problem. The words spoken cannot be heard properly and there were these "Zzz Zz Zz" noises from the background sounds. I was kinda pissed but then again, there wasn't anyone watching with me so I just forget it and watch my show. If she was beside me, she will be bored to death as the film wasn't a cartoon and she will be complaining about the sound system. Well, it was just peace for me. Don't know if it is a good thing or not. 48 hours ago, I sent her a message saying "I dun wanna tok 2 u. Go do ur ting." It may sound unreasonable to her. But after last wednesday, I was like.. "I've had enough" So, I just smsed her like that. More than 48hours later, no sms were sent out to her and none were sent to me from her. I am not gonna sms her 1st. I think I hve done enough. Come to think of it, she also had her sacrifices but I.. I don't know la.. WHAT IS THIS?! I REALLY DON'T KNOW! I only know that I am always in bed sleeping, trying to avoid the matter. Trying to avoid contact with anybody. I don't know what to do.. WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
Lonely & in a dilemma
[S]he [w]inks**
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November 2006
