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Monday, August 13, 2007

|5:27 PM|

truthfully speaking ..

I don't think i'm a very good leader of the team ..
i couldn't get the team together ..
i felt that the vb camp was great
but
that strong bond seems to last only for a while ..
what does it miss ??
what is the component that we miss ??
what can we do to make this team look like 1 &
feel like 1 ..

truthfully speaking ..

i'm half-hearted now ..
but
i really really really wish that things would go for the better ..
i believe that if i have the passion for volleyball..
i could slowly bring everyone together..
by using my sincerity ..

An ** is sort of giving up ..
Kai **** feels left out
Mr **** feels disappointed
WHAT CAN I DO ??!!
i'm half-hearted now..
so what ?
i was super down when i knew i wouldn't be in main 6
but
SO WHAT??!!
i didn't play last year as well ..
but i'm still HAPPY!!
WHY?!
we're a team.
it's that simple ..
but
this time..
i don't feel the spirit..
at all.
we're like a pile of separated sand ..
everyone has different thinking..
goes different ways ..
then ?
What Happens To The TEAM ??

will i be the only 1 who would be like a total idiot who just blindly hold on ??

perhaps i'm the cause of everything ..
i only know how to encourage them
help them in need ..
but
i admit
i kinda neglected the bonding part..
which is the most important part ..
i just wanted us to have fun .
Laughter .
I never like to scold people .
so i will try to avoid as long as i can ..
and use the 'soft' method
so ?
in the end ..
does it help at all ..

those who still can improve didn't come for regular trainings
even those who are 'neglected' by coach also came ..
including miie ..
so ?!
sometimes i would be really angry with coach.
but
what can i do ?
NOTHING!
so the only thing i could do is to train ..
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN !!
i'm physically quite weak ..
i get tired really easily ..
sometimes training could be tough
but i still come ..
WHY?!
for the team ..
WHO ELSE ?!

i've gotta come up with something before it's too late ..
we gotta talk ..
IT'S ABOUT TIME WE SORT THINGS OUT
ONCE & FOR ALL ..
i really hope it helps ..
it seems like i have to be 'hard-hearted' a bit
as long as it helps ..

THIS TEAM IS OURS .
IF I'M THE ONLY 1 WHO HOLDS ON TO IT ..
WHAT'S THE POINT ??!!

WILL YOU BE THE PILLAR OF MY STRENGTH ??
MICHELLE EVA LYNETTE CHERLYN AN AN KAI TING YEE SHI MADELINE XIN YI RUI LIN MELISSA CHAI HOON me

[S]he [w]inks**
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