jus now arhs !! when i was bathing , an adult cockroach this big >>> [---cockroach---] nearly scared miie out of my wits !! i almost tripped cos of it.. it was too sudden that i could not scream.. ha ha. not funny! wah. so super scary .. suddenly jus come out & scared miie .. i dun even dare to move .. faster chiong & get out of the bathroom ... IT WAS SO CLOSE TO MY FEET !! *phew* lucky it didnt crawl on miie .. if not ..... [ i oso dunno wad to do.. ha ha. ] sooo ... dun scare miie arhs ... i veri timid de ... shhh .. dun tell others .. scali they so bo liao come & prank miie ... eeeeyer !! so gross .. shall end here .. later i have cockroach nightmare ... ha ha! ^^
[S]he [w]inks**
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Friday, June 08, 2007
|9:05 PM|
today i'm very happy ... i'll keep it in my heart ... but i wonder if i'm ready for it ... i like the life i'm living now .. Am i thinking too much .. wad ish this ?? fantasy or reality ?? here am i wondering & confused ... wad am i feeling now ?? ish this my real feeling that ish confirmed & real ?? or ish this a few minutes kinda thing ?? ish this feeling unreal ?? am i making things complicated ?? everyone ish saying this & that ... i totally agree ... but wads holding miie back ?? i haven't found out an answer ... should i give an answer now or later ?? but how long would that be when i've figured it out ?? I'VE GOT THIS V BIG PROBLEM .. WHO IN THIS WORLD COULD HELP MIIE ?? or ish this kinda thing can onli be solved by miie myself w/o the help of others ??
[S]he [w]inks**
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Friday, June 01, 2007
|11:31 AM|
the mental skills camp was useful MAN !! u've gotta believe miie . . ha ha . VISUALIZE ! DREAMS ! GOAL SETTING ! wow ~~ all these words were found in the mental skills camp . . ha ha . i dun really know how to apply what i've learnt . but i .... aiya ! i oso dunno lahz . ha ha. bu it's useful . u know ?? ha ha . i've made new frenz too !! ha ha . we had fun . but e food dere arhs . . hais . super gross . esp 1st day's lunch . WAH !! HORRIBLE i tell u . . MUSHROOMS are free . . ha ha . but lucky 2nd days' lunch was much beta . ha ha . sia la . perhaps never play vb for so long . so easy to have muscle aches . ha ha . all over my body . hee hee . sooooo HAPPY !! cos i spiked considerably better den usual . . ha ha . den keep spiking . ha ha . LOL . but i suuuuuper happy . ha ha . tml training . hope it would be e same . ha ha . btw . those 2 days arhs . very funny sia . we keep goin to e multi-purpose hall & auditorium . . in & out , in & out . air-con , sweat , air con , sweat . . wah !! siao . ha ha.
1 more thing i almost forgot . . THINK POSITIVELY !!
*look at wad im gonna say . . DUN THINK OF A PINK ELEPHANT , DUN THINK OF A PINK ELEPHANT ... so .. did u think of a pink elephant ?? YES !! u did . the mind ish so powerful that wad ever i've said just now has formed pictures in ur head . . in a way , the mind could be considered smart & stupid . . ha ha . HOW COOL WAS THAT ?! -taken from camp lecturer-