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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
|9:53 PM|
Im so frustrated !! i'm juz here to pour out whatever im unhappy about . is it that hard to even talk to your daughter nicely ?? why ?? i don't get it . i juz wanna go to fren's house to complete the elementz proj . . mom say , so far , very dangerous , there always very quiet , dun allow me to go . . nvm , at least i understand . but later change to Lynette's house , i tell mom agn . . she say can but cant be later den 9 . but i'm not very sure if i'm able to do so . . Den my dad say why muz it be so late ? why can't it be earlier ? i say , i've got vb training . he say if you have vb training & you've gotta hand up your project , don't go for training . . Tell your teacher . . ( he dun even noe anything . . ) If not you dun do your project , as easy as that . . if you think vb is more impt , den dun study . . BLAH BLAH BLAH ~~ !! what the . . . i cant do anything coz he's my dad , if not i would have shoot back immediately . . what is he trying to say , 1 moment say wanna plae vb , get champion if not dun play . . 1 moment say this . . WHAT DOES HE WANT FROM ME ?!?!?! next monent say ,muz study study study , it's not as if i am not . . what does he noe ? im so pissed off , for goodness sake !! As if talking nicely to me will die . . I keep trying to look at him at a better prospective but apparently , he juz do the opposite way . . WHY ?!?! im so fed up rite now . . everything oso dun allow . . if i have the chance to go overseas , to china or to HK which miss Tan told us abt , i dun tink i will b allowed . . SHIT !! i wanna go overseas . . & have fun for a while . . why my family so strict ? i dun mind . . but can't i have at least a bit of freedom ?? i dun even have privacy at home . . what kinda thing is this . . im trying to make things beta . well , it doesnt seem to be working . . ....
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November 2006
