Sylvia

2010-10-13T16:01:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored. In class this very moment. I think I'm wasting my time here as nth goes into my head. haiz. Too engrossed in things that I shouldn't & losing focus for d rest of the day.. haiz! I wanna slp man.. Aww.. I miss the holidays.. Can't wait to meet Jer, Lena & YanLing to have a buffet dinner next wed @ Ellenborough @ Swissotel..

Bought Avon cosmetics via Maybel's relatives? lol! Abt $100 spent. Haiz. My money is gonna vanish into thin air soon..

Thinking abt her..

2010-09-27T20:18:00.002+08:00

Keep thinking abt her. Haiz. Make me emo only.. ( Muz OVERCOME!!!)
Den someone told me this:

Me: Haiz. I damn emo now..
Fren: Life is full of choices :)
Me: Tgt with uncontrollable emotions
Fren: U made the choice years ago so gotta deal with the emotions now.. Emotions r meant to be experienced but after a while we muz differentiate the past n the present, emotions vs reality n make new choices from now on.

So true.. But saying is easy. But anyway, I dun wanna think of her anymore. Juz wanna celebrate my bday happily..

This wed gonna go PH!! (Gonna meet laopo! Weets~)
Thur go Zouk with Erjie, got her sch event.

I'm gonna be so broke. Lol! Some more super craving for shopping.. lol.

FAT!

2010-09-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

Actually I felt slim this morning.. But after dance, I had supper & now I feel super fat! haiz! Wearing garter now.. Dun even know if it works anot.. haiz!

FAT! FAT! FAT!

Another event @ RWS (Drink server)

2010-09-24T02:50:00.003+08:00

Had another event @ RWS.

My role: Drink server (Yes!)

**But I spilled 4 glasses of beer & broke 1 of d glass due to my carelessness. haiz! 1st time. :(

Not as tough. No need carry heavy dishes! Yea! But dere r some idiot customers who really make me run & make "my food partner" think that I did not do my job. But lucky he was dere to cover for me, did some of my duties whle I'm away running errands. I oso helped him with portioning the food. But he did more for me so I was thankful. It's great to have frenz working tgt. We cover each others' backside which is needed at times, seriously, especialy in banquet.

There is tiz table, the drink server really dead. Always ask water from me. NB! Angry! Dat table really pissed me off. There is oso tiz auntie mess up my own drinks corner. Haiz. Angry! But at the same time not as bad now coz not really tired. :) But at dat time my face really turned black when dat table (dat is not my duty to look after) asked for drinks.

1st day @ RWS

2010-09-20T17:32:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's 1st day of work at RWS is OMGzzzz!!!

Working attire
-formal pants
-black stockings/socks
-cover shoes with a bit of heel & leather material
-hair must be bunned up w fringe pulled back (no fringe allowed)
-make-up

But I wore flats ytd. hehe. If not I think I'm dead! lol

Event information & staff allocation
-138 tables
-3 to 3 grouping (1 table to 1 person)
-Role of drink server & food server

The main thing dat really make me omg is d weight of the main dish and so on. I think I carried the least & I haven't tried carrying the oval tray. I just hold the main dish itself, hand already wanna break. Haiz! But my joints are muscles are really aching man. 1 more thing. No drnking while working! WA LIAO! Totally dehydrated la.. Try to smile but my lips super dry liao. & super thirsty. After work, gulp 3 cups of lukewarm water. STILL NOT ENOUGH! B4 I reach home, I went Broadway & buy 1 cold can of 100plus.. *shioks*

The "Lazy Susan" is so heavy! Damn it! Almost everything is heavy la! *faints*

Ytd oso a lot of things break & spillages (on guests oso got). Haiz. Lucky not me :)

Ytd was oso 1 of the manager's bday. The staff damn cruel sia.. Use eggs and smash right on top of his head & other directions as well. Not only dat, the cake is used as mask for both face n hair. WAA! If me, I think I will be hopping mad! LOL.

Dun wanna talk abt work liao.. Watch youtube! ^^

Growing fatter each day..

2010-09-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

Have been craving for Mac fries almost everyday! OMG! Wads wrong wif me?! Juz weighed myself.. 62kg! OMG! Dunno is lighter or heavier or maintain. *faints* But im eating Mac fries now! weets~ Think I'm growing fat again! shit! Or rather I'm already back to my bigger size. lol. Bigger than dat time I went back to Sembawang Sec Sch for Teachers' Day celebration. lol.

SUSHI DAY!

2010-09-16T23:18:00.004+08:00

I MADE A LOT OF SUSHI 2DAY!
Woke up in the morning to prepare the rice & I only finished everything in the late afternoon! (Due to the mountain of rice that is left.. lol) But my guinea pig say that its better den those sold outside.. LOL! Is happy de lorx! Weets~ I spent a lot of effort & money lorx.. Of course it should turn out nice if not I can seriously kill myself. Do a few hours of sushi, very tiring lehs.. lol! Rest 30min become rest 1 hr.. & I'm late for my appointment. I pushed backward the time by 1 hr 15min.. I'm late again! (Coz I pack the sushi & prepare wasabi+shoyu) lol! But anyway.. NICE! Weets~~~

HAPPY ME! ^.^

Daily report

2010-09-14T22:41:00.002+08:00

I juz completely painted my nail dark purple!! Weets~ My mouth have been itchy the whole day sia!! Keep eating non-stop & at this very moment, I wanna eat a bar chocolate!! LOL! There goes my diet.. lol.

New pink anime blogskin!

2010-09-14T03:52:00.003+08:00

Yeah! Finally done with my new blogskin! Weets~~ Cutez rite?!?! Aww.. Pinkish Girly.. hehehe.. Gonna sleep le. Tired. :))

BY THE WAY
IT'S HOLIDAYS!!
weets~

Funshion!!

2010-07-04T01:49:00.001+08:00

I'm kinda hooked onto funshion now. OMG! Watching movies, HK dramas.. WEETS~

Vivo & Volleyball

2010-05-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

Vivo & Volleyball
Very tired today.. Went Vivo 2day as a field trip. Very happy that I met up with Nicole, Herbert & JJ. A lot of freebies too. Eat until no end. LOL! I'm also happy that she finally talk to me. Like a bit normal but a bit of avoiding as well. Happy & sad as I miss her. But I dunno wad my reaction will be when I finally meet her. Also not sure when meeting her. Hopefully soon as I will be busy during my June Hols & my volleyball competition will start after school reopen. May have to pon school. Shit! I want her but I know I can't. What can I do? Act as if nth happen? But my heart turned sour as I think of her. Haiz. Saw a video of her dancing and I can't stop looking at her (even though it is not clear). Wanna hug & kiss her.. Haiz. Forget it. U'll not gonna have your way. Just make things normal.. At least keep this friendship..

After Volleyball training, I wanna sleep immediately sia. Lucky is not individual training. I think my eyes will be blur again. I friendly match halfway already a bit out of breath. KNS! Happy coz my setting 2day considered good. But my defense kns. I'm now a bit dazing on my lappy while I'm typing. My leg is 'burnt', hurt my butt & body a bit jelly. LOL! Jiayou Sylvia Lim! A WHILE MORE! HANG IN THERE!

1st JK POP lesson

2010-05-15T02:02:00.002+08:00

1st JK POP lesson
Just had my 1st lesson of JK POP today.. Tiring I must say. Not as tiring as vb training, of course, but the stretching ar.. I almost died. Leg almost cramp. I do a few seconds, give up that stretching posture. hehe. Quite fun la. But I new to all these, and I catch things very slowly so I always do wrong and mixed up the steps. The warmup session a lot sia. LOL! After that went MOS Burger buy drink den later to Virtualand and play DDR and Basketball. LOL! Tired sia. But tahan. HAHA! After that bought green tea and drink to MRT den go home. Reached home about 12.45am? LOL! Now having a headache. LOL! Maybe too long never exercise le. LOL! I wanna slp! Nitez~~!

Sleepy sia!

2010-05-06T11:14:00.002+08:00

Sleepy sia!
Slept at 3plus am sia! Read pre-readings and d ws do until so late. Now damn tired. Later goin SSC wif Nurul. Haiz. Me now in class waiting for time to pass by.. I wanna go break! Faster eat and faster do ppt and faster slp!

2010-05-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

Juz edited my Wishlist.. Hehehehe~~

SNSD & HYOYEON~!!!

2010-05-03T22:24:00.003+08:00

SNSD & HYOYEON~!!!
Was @ CWP & went to COMICS CONNECTION
Bought lots SNSD stuffs! OMG! Excited la! Weets~ If I could buy the poster and calendar, DAMN SHIOK AR! I want HYOYEON'S COLLECTION!!! I WANT I WANT!!! OMG! LOVE HER!! Bought a notebook, 2zip pouch and a file. $33.60! Exp sia! But reali nice!! Love it! Can't wait to get my hands on more SNSD and HYOYEON'S stuffs!!!

U19 VB Galz

2010-05-03T21:46:00.006+08:00

U19 VB Galz
I suddenly feel very stressed after deciding to go for U19 with Mic, Eva, Nette, An An & Yee Shi. The 1st thing that came to my mind was money.. I don't have much left and I will have to buy vb stuffs agn.. I calculated all my assets. Haiz. 2nd thing that came to my mind is it might clash a lot of the activities that I have planned. Like learning dance will have to wait coz not enough money and vb trainings. But the thing is, I'm not learning alone. Gin, Anna and I have been dying to learn dance. Suddenly this thing 'pops' out. Like.. OMG! I wanted to work as well coz my money is diminishing slowly and it won't last long. 3rd thing that came to my mind is that I might not be able to perform well if I join the team. I think I used to be just average. Not very good and not too lousy.. But I have not exercised for a year!! or more!! I don't know if I can pull this off. But An An say pls pls pls.. Like so excited as well. Hard to say no.. omg! 4th thing that came to my mind is my studies. Coz now my class is very competitive. I almost died for the five days in school. Now I have to fit in 1 more vb thingy.
WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!?!

But..
I am quite excited as in.. Coz we used to have glory when were playing for Sembawang Sec. The feeling was great. The thought of it feels great. I can also take the chance to slim down?

I think I might regret this. I hope I won't. The thing that makes me wanna take part is coz of the team. I don't wanna let my team down. Even though I'm not the captain anymore but the least I could do is to disappoint them right? Haiz. I MUST CONQUER MY FEARS! Get through all the obstacles! BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!!

2010-05-02T02:51:00.001+08:00

The liquid of the bubble on my right thigh never ending!!! Keep forming bubble aftera while! MY GOD! Faster heal lehs!!!

Lynette's bday party

2010-05-02T00:48:00.006+08:00

Juz came home from Lynette's bday party. I was BBQ-ing the whole time. I kinda like it. But the only thing I hate is I was cooking my thighs.. Got bubble on my right thigh some more. F***ing pain. I wear pants oso pain! Seriously, no joke. Just show u the picture.. U'll know what I mean.

**In fact, the redness is much more red than what is being shown here. Dim light in my room.
Left leg.. Not so serious.

Right leg. Got bubble on the reddest part. Pain like f***!

Can see the 'pop' part? Dat' where the bubbles are located. Dat's the worst part!!!!!

Drained.. But FUN! still LOVE DEBATES.. ^^

2010-04-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

Drained.. But FUN!

still LOVE DEBATES.. ^^

I'm totally drained today. SERIOUSLY!

We had HTM 2day. U know ar, I think Lena Chan is this sem's better faci. As in.. Not sooo good but oso not bad la. I like her style of doing things. I think she oso quite cute lehs. She look so young. Dun look married at all. Still got a son sia. So far, that's all I know. LOL! We'll see after a few more lessons ahead. lol.

Said I'm tired coz today we had a debate. Something like in tourism, economic impacts outweigh social cultural and environment impacts. Do you agree. So there is a proposition team and a opposition team. Me n Nurul are the judges. We are in the center of both teams. Like kena a lot of arrows since we are in the middle. OMG! Information overload sia! Damn stress. Must also think of questions along the way. But the thing is that the things that both team mentioned are totally not linked so it is not easy to judge who wins in the end. Lucky there is Nurul. I'm kinda blur as the debate is carried on further. Maybe if I have the knowledge that the faci have, I might be able to pinpoint some of the points said in class. But I gotta say. It's not easy. I'M DRAINED! But I learnt something new today.. Still considered nice la! HAHAHA! I gotta stand my ground more. As in have more opinions.. HOPE GOT CHANCE TO BE JUDE AGAIN.. w/o the class objecting to it though.. HAHAHA! Lena Chan is cute! LOL!

Feeling happier now.. for a moment

2010-04-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

Feeling happier now.. for a moment
I got my 1st A!!! For HTM!! YES! I thought I will get C sia.. Omg! Was a bit disappointed that I got a B for PMS.. I though we presented well.. But my RJ not strong enough so got a B. Jeremy got A! HMPH! Angry.. But anyway, I hope I don't think so much at least for the night. If not the excitement of an A will diminish even sooner.. Haiz..

SAY "NO!" TO DAT F***ING BEHAVIOUR!

2010-04-27T23:15:00.004+08:00

Feeling down again..
I'm feeling down again. My mind is occupied by her cuteness. Although I remember her face but it does not hit me much. It is her cuteness that really make me sigh.. I seriously think that I'm such a lousy person. I hate myself. I don't wanna be me. Although I like a few aspects of me, but some parts of me is really detestable. How can I change? Although I said that I don't wanna fall into that pit again, but apparently, I did it again. It this makes me lose her. *Hit head* What the hell is wrong with me?!?!?! Really hate it. At the same time, my mind is not absorbing whatever I am convincing myself not to do.. HOW?! Already did the same mistake over and over again. Haven't I have enough? When can I stop my behaviour?!?!

To my that behaviour:

I REALLY HATE U!

CAN U STOP OCCUPYING MY MIND?!

STOP INFLUENCING ME!!!!

STOP HAUNTING ME!!!!

I REALLY HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO AWAY!!!

Cut by my crab..

2010-04-26T00:03:00.003+08:00

I cut myself while eating cold crab 2day.. Bleed :( Pain sia.. *kiss my cut* HAHAHA! I re-painted my nails 2day! Not very nice though.. Coz in a rush and just anyhow paste nia.. HAHAHA! The stickers is she buy for me de.. HAiz.. I wan more.. Will she still buy for me? I doubt so.. Haiz.. Dere's sch tml.. Haiz. Microeconomics.. Hais!

2010-04-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

Changed new Desktop background to HYOYEON!! YAY!

Ssssoooooooo loooovvviiinnnnggggg iiiiitttttt!!!!!!!!!!! WEETS~~~~~!!!!!

Gonna change it frequently, I think ^^

Random updates

2010-04-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

Random Updates
Today is the day when I'm finally able to wear something comfortable and nice. A dress, cardi and heels. But the heels are open toes so.. GOOD! Then I so suay.. PERIOD! lol! Gin came over my house and did RJ. Do sooooo long.. As per usual. LOL! Den we juz talked n talked n talked. Really nice to know more about this ger.. HAHAHA! Think my family have a good impression of her. She so well mannered. Mum tell me to tell her to come more often since she say the dinner is nice. HAHAHAHA! Scali 1 day they don't want me, want Gin. LOL! I checked my grade for Hospitality & Tourism Mgt. C!!! My god! 1st lesson C. Some more I'm the one who put in the most effort and that stupid guy insised on putting his bloody slides in. I also bo bian. Now I get C! WTH!! ANGRY! DAMN ANGRY!! ARRGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! *face turn red*steams*

1 more thing.. I have to think of what to wear for tomorrow again!! Corporate attire from tomorrow till the rest of the week. This year, I have to think of what to wear everyday.. Regardless of Corporate attire or not because too many restrictions.. Haiz!! Do I still need to buy more clothes?!?! Jeans?!?! I don't want sia! I still wanna learn dance! DIE LA!!!! IRRITATING SCHOOL!!!

Only 1 thing to look forward to.. I CAN COLLECT MY ALTERED FORMAL PANTS FROM G2000 TOMORROW!!! YAY!! ^^

Microeconomics die. HYOYEON ROX!

2010-04-19T23:03:00.004+08:00

To hell with Microeconomics!
To heaven with HYOYEON~! ^^
I had Microeconomics today and I can tell you for sure that I really don't know what is going on in class. OMG! Totally lost! Totally drained at the end of class.. Seriously. Damn stress man.. The faci like giving a lot of stress as well. Like she go straight to the point regardless whether it is the 1st lesson or not. Heard a lot of negative comments from her ex-students/current students. Will have to wait and see if I agree anot. I wanna faint already. Even now, I am so tired. Don't wanna do anything related to studies. Tml will be Business Law. Good luck to me man..

I just watched youtube for quite some time and I keep watch SNSD as per usual recently.. HEHE! Of course HYOYEON as well!! WAAA~ I saw this video. I see already I HOT sia!!! *steams* Love her man!!! N now, I'm really exhausted. Maybe will sleep soon.. =)

She's so HOT!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQuP6PSqa5k&feature=PlayList&p=48306A8D83FBDA22&playnext_from=PL&index=71

School Updates!

2010-04-17T14:59:00.002+08:00

School updates!

1st day of school - Formal wear
Wore purple tube, Blazer, skirt and heels..
No complain about my attire. But the heels are killing me!!
By the time I reach home, the back of my left leg is bleeding.
Have been cursing and swearing each step home..

2nd day of school - Formal wear
Wore Blouse, skirt and heels..
Once I slipped my feet into the heels. PAIN! So faster take slippers over to school.
Lucky never wear slippers to class. Now facis all very strict about grooming. 2pid! Still got spot checks from the Head of SOH department facis..

Now thinking of what to wear on Monday. Finally not Formal wear!!! YES! But! Monday & Tuesday is casual wear. Wednesday - Friday is formal wear.. CONSECUTIVE lehs!! *faints* Now even casual wear can't wear berms, shorts, flip flops, sandals, singlets.. Sian..

Enough of school.. LOL! It's the weekends!! YAY!

Slept for more than 14hours I think? I slept early and woke up late.. Damn shiok! HAHAHA! Now thinking of what to do at home..

Rebonding & shopping on 12/4

2010-04-14T00:09:00.002+08:00

Rebonding & Shopping on 12/4 (Mon)
Was screaming of fatigue yesterday. Couldn't sleep at all!! Don't know why.. Definitely not to excited about the shopping but there is something stopping me from sleeping. I had to put myself in the opposite direction in order to sleep for about maybe 3hours?!?! Oh my god! But I forced myself to sleep. in know that forcing myself to sleep can be ever so stressful. LOL! For that 3hours sleep, my head was at the leg's position.. 180degrees turn from my original position. Maybel was shocked when she saw me in that position when she wake up from her sleep. So omg la! I prepared myself to go out to meet my 11am appointment to rebond my hair. On my way, I bought a large White Choc Latte from Coffee Bean. Shiok! BUT NOT ENOUGH TO KEEP ME AWAKE!!! When I yawn, my whole body was shaking a bit. That means I really damn tired.. LOL! Maybe too long never rebond, sit until my butt gonna rot. But considered quite fast le.. Coz the whole duration is 3h 50min. Hehe..

After that went to meet Anna & Gin. ANNA ANG confirm gurantee chop will take neoprints. In the end, we took 2 rounds and took some unglam photos in her camera. LOL! Cheebong! hehehe.. Anna gave Gin and Me a mini cute mirror each that she bought at Thailand during hols.. Gin keep taking it out and acting cute. TOTALLY CAN'T STAND GINger!!! 真受不了!! LOL! In the end, Anna and I keep buying accessories and Gin was looking out for things she need to buy for school formal attire. From head to toe. LOL. So MANY specifications for the things they use.. SERIOUSLY!!! my god! 1st time I happy I did not score higher in O lvl if not I would have entered her Hotel & Hospitality Course instead my current course, Integrated Events Management.. HAHAHA!! *bleahz =p*

Things I bought:

Skin Food - Pink shimmer nail polish

TheFaceShop - Liquid Foundation

- Black Liquid Eyeliner

- Sponge

- Brown duo eyeshadow

Helen - Butterfly dangling earrings

ArtBox - Colourful mini hair bands

- Cash Book (It's supposed to be useful but I realised I'm lazy to write it all down. dotx)

Mu-ee - Simple bracelet

Bugis Street - Black shorts (I can't wear it! No trying.. Stupid. Giving it away.. Waste of money!)

Service I did:

- Rebonding (Super straight now - good and bad :()

**Sad! I can't find the charm bracelet I was hunting for.. Need a lot more time to search for it.. I REALLY REALLY WANTED IT!!!**

2010-04-08T01:19:00.001+08:00

U know ar.. Each time I scroll down my blog. I see HyoYeon's pic.. I really cannot stand it. SHE'S SO PRETTY!! i hope i hope to be as pretty as her man.. N she is only 21 this year, i think. OMG!! BUAY TAHAN AR!!

HyoYeon rocks!

2010-04-08T01:01:00.003+08:00

Hyo Yeon r0cks

I did not go SP 2day. Lazy. LOL! So haven't transfer her money yet. HAHA! I have been watching youtube almost the whole day. I love Hyo Yeon sia! Wished I'm as pretty as her sia!! OMG! I so ugly.. Sads.. Haiz.. I wanna be more like Hyo Yeon!!! I don't wanna be the outside strong, inside weak ger anymore!! Sianz! Why must I hide my emotions in front of others? Don't understand myself man.. I WANNA BE MORE LIKE HYO YEON!! Be good in dancing like her too! So I wanna learn HipHop!!! ^^

Mahjong & Kbox session

2010-04-07T11:05:00.002+08:00

MAHJONG & KBOX SESSION

Went KBOX yesterday. Coz erjie is hardly free from work we took the chance to go sing. Actually I did not have the mood 2 sing. But I still sang. Dajie sang most. She siao wan.. I think I can only sing better when I'm in the bathroom singing. I think that is when I really can put feelings in. I'm kinda scared to show too much emotions in my songs in front of others. Haiz. Only when I am alone, I am able to really be 'myself'. I don't know la. Juz so sian la.. I really wanna hear her sing lehs. She sing so nice.. Me so lousy. Hear her sing is such a nice thing 2 do. Now I'm not so sad anymore. When I think of her, I won't be so depressed and I did not cry. I only know that I am getting 99% comfort from my 'Ah Boy' and 'Baby' when I hug them. They are sooo cute. When can I meet her? When can I go her house? When will she be normal towards me like before? Haiz... Got my IT fair money liao. Gonna have to transfer money over to her account. Still owe her money.. LOL! Maybe go SP later and transfer money over to he account. Maybe. See if I'm lazy or not. Yesterday, erjie invited Evelyn and dajie invited John and Pebble over for a mahjong session. HAHA! Pebble is my dajie's puppy. OMG! He is soooooooooo cute!! When he was around, I can't stop looking at him and play with him. Hahaha! Still run around the living room when he is chasing me. HAHA! Maybel (our maid) was also having fun playing with him. Hahaha!

School starting in 15/4

2010-04-04T20:29:00.003+08:00

School starting in 15/4
I woke up in the afternoon and smsed her if can meet up b4 my holiday end. I just asked Terence and he told me that confirm 15/4 will start school. Such a weird date. I will also be informed by the school. Soon I guess.. I don't know. Now school is starting. So sian.. But holidays also sian.. Oh ya! My IT fair money haven't come in yet! OMG!! SO SUPER LONG!! Our 'manager' just asked my sis last Tuesday how long we work. KAOZ!! After he confirm, he have to send 2 admin then around 2 more weeks then can get our money in our bank. WA LAO WEY!!! No money sia.. Oh ya! Just now went to ah ma hse. My cousin wanted to sell her shoes and asked us to take a look first. If we do not want them, she will sell them off at the flea market. I bought 1 pair of shoes (Charles&Keith). It is a maroon coloured covered shoes. A bit loose at the back but quite comfy.. $5 only! So I bought it. ^^

Wanna be inked by Kat Von D

2010-04-04T02:26:00.003+08:00

Wanna be inked by Kat Von D
I was watching LA ink 2day and I suddenly feel like writing about Kat Von D. Although her whole body is covered by countless tattoos but I love her personality. She just reminds me about someone.. I may not know her well but I think she is nice. I love her tattoos and I realised not too long ago that she came up with her make up varieties exclusively at Sephora. I can't wait to get my hands on them. I also want to purchase her book and llok at what's inside. I want to know more about her. I was thinking of having a simple simple colour portrait. The size is also small. It is meant to be hidden. I really wanted that on my hip. If I have the chance, I will go over to High Voltage Tattoo (The actual name of the shop) and have that tattoo done by Kat. Although the tattoo is really really gonna be small, but I only want the best. Looking forward to that day..

Check this out!!
http://highvoltagetattoo.com/home.html

Meaningless Life

2010-04-02T02:35:00.003+08:00

Meaningless Life

I'm rotting at home all the time during holidays.. How boring. The things that keep me occupied is to things to add in my wishlist.. Haha! Thanks 2 Nor & JR. They are the ones who told me to create a wishlist. Nor still say I will be adding instead of crossing out. It's so true!! Oh my.. HAHAHA! Other than adding things in my wishlist, the other things that I do is to play AuditionSEA, Youtube & TV. Meaningless Life. I was thinking if I should work. I think I should but holidays are drawing to an end. It will be more difficult to find a new job now. Do you think I should wait for the next holiday then search for a new job? Or should I just find now? Actually, it's very disappointing as the jobs that found via newspaper a bit disappointing. Other than Shin Kushiya, of course.. Aiya! I think I don't search for a job now. Will see how things go.. Maybe next holidays ba..

And.. I think I need a Sugar Daddy badly man..

No money = Sianzxzxz

Change in wislist

2010-04-01T18:31:00.003+08:00

I changed a bit of my wishlist agn.. MUAHAHAHA!! Bear with me :)

New updates. My Likes..

2010-04-01T00:25:00.005+08:00

New updates. My Likes..

I juz updated my Wishlist on d left. Coz I STM, I can't remember what I used 2 want very much.. LOL! May update them.. Depends!! hehehehe.. Juz a wishlist so if ppl wanna buy things 4 me, easier... MUAHAHAHA!!! I'm a very brand-conscious person. I love Bling Bling. Best is not 2 buy clothes or shoes 4 me coz I'm very picky about them.. Actually I'm picky about almost everything that I have or use.. So be careful when u buy for me worx!!! HAHAHAHA!! I'm always looking @ accessories & jewelries..
HEHE! DIAMONDS! I love Swarovski!

Here are some of the shops I like (random placing):

Zara, River Island, Levis', Karen Millen, LV, Fossil, Adidas, Swarovski, Chomel, etc..

Now brain block.. HAHAHA! A lot others..

Can't think right now..

But I can tell u, I REALLY REALLY LOVE BAZAAR(Fashion Magazine)!! I wish I can SUBSCRIBE them.

Look at them every month. So I know what to shop for, or just have a 'dry' shopping. I was drooling when I saw 1 of it that my uncle brought back.. OMG!! LOVE IT!

I'm gonna look at it again.. hehehehe.. x)

Job Hunting

2010-03-31T14:43:00.003+08:00

I saw this recruitment notice in the newspaper in the morning when I was looking for a job via newspaper. I wanted so much to work back in Shin Kushiya but I can't face her and I can't work dere coz my family dun wan me to.. So is like.. Haiz.. I smsed Benji, asked him if he wanna work dere since he stays nearer.. Well, he haven't decided yet. Anyway, the interview time is tml 3-5pm @ Vivo.. Also not sure if he will be hired. lol. But after looking at this, I don't really have the mood to go on hunting for a job. But I called a guy named Kenji coz of another recruitment notice. "Pork noodle shop @ Somerset" So I'm going dere after this. I can't catch what the guy is talking about. Can't make out what he's saying coz of his accent. But I think I heard Orchard Plaza #01-134 (IF I'M NOT WRONG). If cannot find, call him again later when I reach there.. HAHA! Wish me luck! =)

Shopping with Nor on 29/3 (Mon)

2010-03-29T23:57:00.004+08:00

Shopping with Nor on 29/3 (Mon)
Went shopping with Nor 2day.. HEHEHE.. HAPPY.. But.. I spent $300!!!! OMG! Thanks 2 d blazer that I saw wrongly.. The price tag I saw was $50. So cheap for a blazer and d blazer is quite nice. So i tried it on den I went to pay for that blazer and another plain black tee. The shirt was $20. I was ready to take out $70 to pay at the cashier. The person said "Total will be $146.90 Ma'am". I stunned! But I juz took out $150.. Den I told Nor abt it. We went back to the place where we took the blazer. I see.. $50 what!! Den I ask 1 of the salesperson. She say that the price is € not S$. OMG!! Is like OMG la!! Haiz.. Anyway, buy already den juz make full use of it. LOL! Other den dat, I bought another short black skirt @ Zara, 313@Somerset. We went ION b4 we head off to 313@Somerset to eat and continue our shopping..

We ate our lunch cum dinner (I guess..) @ Hot Tomato @ 313@Somerset. The food not bad.. Price also not too expensive.. We juz keep walking d whole day until our legs a bit 'sour'.. LOVE SHOPPING!! of coz not when I have no $$.. Will go 4 another round of shopping after I get my IT fair $$.. Also not a lot after deducting my bills and what I still need to buy for my formal outfits & cosmetics..

HAIZ!! Im juz a poor ger..

Can I have a rich rich boyfriend?!?!

HAHAHAHA!!

Things that I hav bought @ ION

Forever 21

-Black leggings

Zara

-Black blazer

-Black shirt

Shu Uemura

-Lash Curler

Things that I hav bought @ 313@Somerset

Zara

-Black short skirt

Zinc

-Black bag (formal & casual use)

*when I reach home, I realised that all that I have bought is all black.. HAHAHA!!*

Random updates

2010-03-27T01:14:00.003+08:00

..Random updates..

Thoughts when watching 海派甜心

I was watching 海派甜心 yesterday for the whole day until around 6am the next morning.. Watched everything on youtube. It was the last thing we shared and I find that there are things that they say that I can actually tell her. When I watch, there are certain parts that I cry purely because of the plot of the show and the other parts is because I thought of her through the words that the casts say. You may not understand what I am saying but as long as I understand can le.. HAHAHAHA!! Anyway, I think I will not say anything about us when we meet again ba.. MAYBE.. But I will still wanna 'sayang' her and kiss her on the forehead. If I can..

Working in Kranji (24/3, Wed)

I was working in Kranji for an event of 200pax.. Damn 凶!! Woke up 6plus in the morning den travel to Gardenasia in cab and work like S**T until around 8.30pm.. We hada break of maybe 20min?? Then we continue to work again. I heard the ppl paid a lot for that event ad so the food that were prepared were damn nice.. SOOOO GOOOOD~~ We ate their leftovers.. (It's a buffet so it's alright) There were Wasabi Mayo prawns, fried prawns, rosemary chicken, lamb, lemon fish slices, baked clams, etc.) Soooo maaaanny arrr.... The event is from 8am-5pm.. They have a total of 3 break time and 1 lunch time.. Each time the food is like MOUNTAIN!! They like hungry ghosts!! OMG!! The food damn nice.. But we also worked our butts off.. The worst part was that I was at the CLEARING POINT during the busiest lunch time.. The used plates were all dumped at my side NON-STOP and I have to clear them and put them aside in a big big bucket where they will wash them after they are full. I WAS UNDER THE HARSH SUN!! These few days were raining but it didn't rain that day man... I was almost dead there..

When we were packing up, which is another harsh part, it started to rain heavily.. I was soooo happy.. But one of our colleagues said that the Bistro tables and chairs are outside and they are wet.. Then I know.. S**T!! EXTRA WORK!! Gotta wipe the tables dry.. (We have to set up the tables and chairs coz the Bistro will be on operation the next day).. HAIZ!!!!

I came home with my whole body aching.. Went to soak my feet in warm water with a Peppermint salt that I bought during BodyShop warehouse sales.. My arms were hurting badly, even my palms were hurting.. At first I had difficulty sleeping coz of the pain but after a while, I was sleeping like a log.. LOL! (Previous night I slept for 3hours only coz I was thinking of her.. Can't sleep.. It always happens.)

Outing with Nor (Coming soon)

I am finally going out on monday with NOR!!! FINALLY!! WooHOOOOO~~~!! YAY~!! I am always kept at home during this long holiday. If not, I am working. We are going ION den go 313!! I tell you ar.. I'm so gonna go crazy when I go ION man.. I AM BRAND CONSCIOUS!! Too bad!! HAHAHA!! If I have the money I sure die.. LOL! Damn sad my IT show money haven't come in yet.. LOL! So will control la.. Try!! Haha! Gonna buy a cash book to better control my finance.. HAHAHAHA!! Anyway.. EXCITED AR!! Can't wait.. *磨拳插脚* <-- If I'm not wrong is like that.. Too bad, my mandarin sux!

Damn sian can..

2010-03-23T17:15:00.000+08:00

Damn sian can..

MONEY MONEY MONEY

2010-03-19T16:41:00.002+08:00

I have been busy working during the IT show and that is why I did not update. I wanna work!! If I stay at home, I will think of her so many times and I will be so depressed. If I work, at least won't think that much. Although still everyday, every night, making me unable to sleep every night, but I think working can help me. As well as earn money.. Was thinking of putting braces.. hehehe.. So must work and earn a lot a lot of money.. Haiz..

MONEY MONEY MONEY

WHERE'S MY MONEY!!

Cute guy on TV

2010-03-11T01:00:00.003+08:00

I saw 女人我最大 2day. It is all about how to grab a guy's heart after marriage. There was a really cute guy on the show. His body juz nice!! Not too big, not too skinny. Just a little too fair.. But I like that kind la!! His name is Mike.. hehehe.. SOOO CUTE! ^^

New job

2010-03-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

I tried to put on make up today when I went for my job interview @ Eunos. KNS! Make me leave house late and I have to take a cab over. I will be going there again tomorrow to have my 1st day training. I hope I can earn money fast so I can spend more.. HEHEHE!! I want to find another job. Coz this new job has no basic pay. I don't know how to explain what this job requires me to do but I'm going for it anyway.. Just got to have another job so can balance out a bit and earn even more money. hehehe..

pictures..

2010-03-08T14:11:00.006+08:00

LV white sandal.. SOOO GORGEOUS!!

Karen Millen rose top

Karen Millen outer wear

Backview

Karen millen top

Backview

That's all I can find online for those that caught my eye.. There are quite a huge number of items that I like.. HAHAHAHA!!

1st time on ION

2010-03-07T21:52:00.003+08:00

Yesterday it was my 1st visit to ION Orchard. It's kinda eye opening. Maybe I haven't gone shopping for quite some time. Have been cooping myself at home. Lucky I went out with mum, SHE GOT TO PAY EVERYTHING! I know I am bad but if is me, I will not even want to walk around. I do not have a lot of money and I am not working. To cut short the journey, I shall write those that caught my attention.. HEHEHEHE..

I went to KAREN MILLEN. The clothes damn nice man.. So elegant.. Tshirt only is 83bucks, other tops around 173bucks. Wa liao..

BERSHKA is also another shop that sells clothes that are pretty nice and the prices are reasonable. I kinda like the oversized tees.. Well, I like those kinda style. IM FAT WHAT!! hahaha!

Went to PULL AND BEAR as well.. I saw this jacket that is similar to biker jacket. The price is 129bucks and I saw another tank top that is quite unique at 19.90bucks.

I want to buy opaque black full leggings and another type of leggings that is until the ankle only. I also want to buy denim skirts and denim shorts but may have to wait until I slim down a bit? HAHAHA! see how..

Went to WAREHOUSE. I saw nice bags!! But no money la.. HAHAHA!! The clothes also nice but also pretty. OMG!!

Went to LOUIS VUITTON! MY 1ST TIME IN LV SHOP! Nice.. I like the interior of the shop. Wasn't amazed by the bags and pouches coz too many people have them. I was really amazed by te shoes man!! OMG!OMG!!OMG!!! Cannot stop thinking about it. I love the white sandals, blue laced covered shoe, brown laced open toe sandals.. OMG LA!!! The white sandals are really high. Mum says that it is at least 4inches. WAA!! I squeezed my foot in the white sandals and I am sooooo high!!! Shiok ar! But once I squeezed my other foot in, I am unstable. HAHAHA!! Difficult to walk sia.. I walked cautiously, a few steps, to the mirror to look at myself.. The sandals are really gorgeous man.. Comfy man.. The other two also not bad.. BREATHTAKING!

Went ALDO. I like the shoes there too man!! But also high la.. I have always wanted to buy ALDO shoes. But too high la.. That's 1 problem but another problem is that is too expensive.. HAHAHA!

Went FOSSIL. I love one of the belts. It has this butterfly 'press' on it and the belt is light brown leather. It is 88bucks. Like it very much. There is also one handbag, forget what material, but is nice and the size is just right. It is a bit formal but it can also go casual.

Went GUESS. I have always liked GUESS handbags. Especially the smaller ones. I want to get my hands on 1. HAHAHA! Saw another thin black belt which is a bit ordinary but I like the 'guess' buckle.

Went to SEPHORA. The one-stop centre of cosmetics and skincare. Saw the many brands that is available. M.A.C, ESTEE LAUDER, etc.. Saw the many types of brush. I want to own 1 whole set of brushes for my use. But it is expensive and I want to have a better quality 1.. Slowly.. I AM NEW TO MAKE UP & I AM LEARNING!! Wanted to trim my eyebrows there but I have to make an appointment. The salesgirl recommended MAKE UP STORE at Paragon since we have to go there to collect AIGNER bag from Paragon.

We went to Paragon and visited the MAKE UP STORE!! I must say it is the place where I have benefited the most for the whole day. I looked so neat with my brows trimmed. My mum says that she seems friendly and wanted to take advantage of that. Trimmed my brows, drew them, put eyeshadow, eyeliner, blusher and lip gloss. Then it was mum's turn.. All in all, we spent around 270bucks there. Products and services.. I looked so pretty, I think, but I did not take picture. Too bad so sad.. Will experiment on my own..

We went on to look for my formal wear shoes, covered shoes with heel. We went to METRO and bought an ELLE shoes. Quite nice.. 84bucks.. OMG! Spent a lot of money hohs..

Lastly, we went to eat at GRANDMA'S at Paragon. Then we head home.. Now I want to go 313@Somerset and I want to go ION again when I have more money to enter more shops and really go shopping.. LOL!

MUST WORK 1ST!!

failed eyeshadow and tired

2010-03-05T21:51:00.002+08:00

I tried to put on eyeshadow 2day and I must say.. IT SUCKS TO THE CORE MAN! KNS! How sia.. I know I am missing a lot of cosmetic stuff and I need to buy them but I don't know exactly what to buy and of coz, I have a budget. Oh man! last night, I drank some beer. Less than half, and threw the rest away. I think drinking beer is soooooo disgusting. OMG! But I can only sleep better with them.. Haiz.. I am kinda tired 2day, also don't know why but I am tired.. Hope I can sleep at night.. WITHOUT BEER!!

Steamboat at Lynette's house..

2010-03-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

I had a lot of fun over at Lynette's place today although, I was totally moodless when Laopo mentioned Yishun. Laopo say she scared go home don't know scared what be hacked or something. I wanted to like faster raise up my hand and say "I send you home". So maybe, MAYBE, I might get a chance to see her. But come on! It is not easy to be meeting her so 'coincidentally' and she will not want to see me. Even if I do see her, I don't know what to say. I just miss her so badly. OMG! I wanna faint already. These few days I cannot sleep at all. I have to force myself to sleep at ard 5plus. I will wake up at around 10plus the next day. Wa lan wey! I need beer! ARRGGGHHH!!!! Now I don't feel like doing anything. That time I told Shilin that I might message her around April. She say very early.. These few days seem like months to me!! Early mehs?!?! It's so long.. So long.. What am I going to do?

Sylvia Lim ar Sylvia Lim.. Fuck you!

BodyShop make up session on 3/3

2010-03-04T11:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to BodyShop make up session in school. 4 hours session. I was so excited and happy the whole day la.. The make up session is definitely useful to me since I am so noob at make up. LOL! I did not really learn the skill of putting eyeshadow so I shall experiment on my own after Ibuy my own 'ingredients'. I like the make up of the girl that help our team. Her eyeshadow skill good sia. I LIKE! Purple colour some more! DOUBLE LIKE LA! After this session, I realised I still have to buy quite a lot of cosmetic sia.. OMG! Where to get so much money sia.. OMG! Haiz!! Gonna have to slowly buy ba.. The best is I work in this coming IT show than good at least can buy my formal clothes for the coming semester and buy cosmetics stuff. OMG! SHOPPING SPREE!! FOR SCHOOL! 2pid!

I need to:

-Trim my eyebrows

-Buy facial mist

-Buy Eyeshadow of different shades

-Buy Lip & cheek stain*

-Buy moisture lotion with good SPF (for day)

-Buy different types of brushes (I'm not too good at that)

-Buy eyeliner pencil

& I don't know liao.. *faints*

miss her!!

2010-03-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

I think I am better now but sometimes still hoping and dazing.. Miss her!!

no more tears. i hope.

2010-03-01T15:57:00.002+08:00

I finally did not cry yesterday..
After crying continuously every day and every night, kinda tired.
Drank less than half a can of tiger beer classic.
It's so disgusting..
Threw the rest away..
And faster went to sleep, a bit miserable but at least that's the best night I've slept after we're over..

Want to sms her every day, but I don't think it will help, it might even b worse.
Maybe I will sms her after IT show?
Just hope there are things I can talk to her about and hope she does not avoid me.
What I am afraid is to see her and him being so sweet.
Whatever, don't think so much now..
Just focus on my lifee..
Hope I can..

No more tattoo

2010-02-27T22:53:00.001+08:00

I don't want to do the tattoo anymore. It is not beautiful anymore. It is damn ugly. Damn ugly. If I do the tattoo, it is like adding salt to my wound. May have to wait until I am totally over it or I shall never do tattoos..

meaningless life

2010-02-27T22:48:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to live my life now. My life was used to revolve around her but now she's gone, I don't know what to do. I have been crying myself to sleep every night and in the day I am not in a good mood. I just feel like crying forever. I know this is not the way since there is 0% that she is coming back to me. I feel like running away from everybody. Like live in the US then come back again maybe when am going to retire or something. HOW? I keep thinking about doing silly things but I got no guts. Life is so meaningless.

tattoo!!

2010-02-26T01:43:00.004+08:00

I have a very strong feeling to have a tattoo on me after watching Miami Ink on Discovery Travel & Living channel. I have always wanted her kiss on me as my 1st tattoo. But what I am afraid of is the pain, cost of having a tattoo, which studio to go to (I want my tattoo to be near perfect) and how to hide from my family. I have this image in mind..

By that time, I want her to go with me and have this tattoo done. Hope she will be willing to.. Waiting till then.

Bye darling, HI SOULMATE!!

2010-02-25T00:10:00.003+08:00

It's over.

Come to think of it, it was quite a pleasant ending comparing to others?

It was sweet

It's only my second time in a relationship but I do feel more 'in' this relationship

Is it because she's a she?

She says I am very childish and she just entertained me when I say something childish

I admit I am childish at times but I am afterall only 18 years old.

In this relationship, I think I really put myself in her shoes very often

Sometimes I just feel so blissed that I am able to do that and I reward myself for that.

At other times, I just feel so unfair.

But after putting myself in her shoes, it just cover those angry thoughts

Is this love?

包容.. Is that it?

Well, anyway, it's over.

She will still be my soulmate, I guess?

It will always be a sweet and unforgettable memory.

To her,

Thanks for the time that we were together

Thanks for being so sweet and sometimes behaving like a child when I 'sayang' you.

Ur kisses, hugz and many other actions make me feel so loved and those are the things that really made me feel rejuvenated even though I am really tired.

Lastly,

Thanks for being you.

Honest, straightforward, lovely, cute, handgun, gentle, caring, fierce, many more..

Love you.

Will be by your side like a leech. You'll never shake me off! HAHAHAHA!!

Take care sweetie.. *hugz and kisses*

Doing stupid things.

2010-02-24T14:45:00.002+08:00

I did something stupid just now. I don't feel anything at all. Actually I roughly know what is going to happen and I thought of rejecting it but I did not. I was manipulated. I am supposed to feel regretful and hateful but at this moment, I do not feel a thing. I'm just back to the normal 'sian' me. Now downloading ABM file so can play audition. Just hope I stop doing stupid things anymore.

Lonely & in a dilemma

2010-02-24T00:43:00.002+08:00

I went to watch Valentines Day ALONE @ GV Yishun. Everyone there was in twos or even in threes. In front of my seat is a young family of three. So envious. Apparently I was lonely in that theatre. Initially, I felt that it was meaningless to watch a movie like that alone, but actually I was fine with it after a while and when I was looking at the scene that features Julia Roberts, Anne Hathaay and many pretty and handsome actors. ANG MOH lehs! Ha ha! I do not have to please anybody and I just watched it. Simple. With just a small Ice Lemon Tea. It was great as there weren't many people in the theatre. It just feels a bit sour as I see couples walking into the theatre.

There was a period of time when the film had a bit of problem. The words spoken cannot be heard properly and there were these "Zzz Zz Zz" noises from the background sounds. I was kinda pissed but then again, there wasn't anyone watching with me so I just forget it and watch my show. If she was beside me, she will be bored to death as the film wasn't a cartoon and she will be complaining about the sound system. Well, it was just peace for me. Don't know if it is a good thing or not. 48 hours ago, I sent her a message saying "I dun wanna tok 2 u. Go do ur ting." It may sound unreasonable to her. But after last wednesday, I was like.. "I've had enough" So, I just smsed her like that. More than 48hours later, no sms were sent out to her and none were sent to me from her. I am not gonna sms her 1st. I think I hve done enough. Come to think of it, she also had her sacrifices but I.. I don't know la.. WHAT IS THIS?! I REALLY DON'T KNOW! I only know that I am always in bed sleeping, trying to avoid the matter. Trying to avoid contact with anybody. I don't know what to do.. WHAT SHOULD I DO?!

Lonely & in a dilemma

1st UT - Financial Accounting DOWN!!

2010-02-06T15:44:00.003+08:00

Today d 1st UT, season 3 - Financial Accounting is over!

YES! 1 DOWN! 4MORE TO GO!

But 2day damn difficult la. OMG!

While doing, I was thinking ''I dun wanna repeat yr 4!''

I do until cmi liao den I juz do for d sake of doing.. Do a bit, skip, skip & skip..

I dun expect much but reali reali hope I can pass d whole module.. So I dun needa repeat in yr4. Haiz..

Shall take a break den continue studying 4 Entrepreneur ltr.. MAYBE ONLI LA!! ^^

GPA = 3

2010-02-01T08:45:00.001+08:00

Oh ya.. My GPA for UT2 is 3.. Haiz. 4 B+, 1 D. Fuck. If I nv get D & dunno dat I cannot fail any subj, I will not study.. Esp in tiz kinda mood. Ya. Juz hope I dun 'fire' at anyone 2day.. Dat person sure damn suay..

Not in the mood

2010-02-01T08:40:00.002+08:00

I am so not in the mood all thanks to ytd.. Had a tiff.. Kinda.. I wasn't happy the whole day and when I get home, the fucking internet is nt working. Damn it. I looked at all the movies I have in my lappy and watched The Spartans but I dunno is too lame or wad.. But Im not laughing. Juz watching.. I can't slp well ytd and now, the next day in math lesson, Im oso not in a good mood. Fuck. Really no mood to do anything. I dun wan myself to be affected this much, but ya, I am affected. ARRGGH!! Feel lik pon-ing until I hav the mood. I oso dunno how to get back my mood. Juz feel so fucked.. Haiz.

Entrepreneurship Tradeshow is over! YAY!

2010-01-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

Entrepreneurship Wk 14 Tradeshow is finally over! YES!

Damn tired la.. I wanna finish my box soon so I have less things 2 worry abt.

UT2 starts next week so I kinda have 2 chiong liao.. HAIZ!

Really damn tired..

*snores*

My 2000pc jigsaw completed and framed!

2010-01-27T22:04:00.003+08:00

My 2000pc jigsaw! Nice rite?!?! OMG!!! Soooo.. pretty.. Dad help us frame it. Frame is $100. Total product is $190!!! I LoVe It!!!! Thanks dad!! *muackx*

Time is of the essence..

2010-01-24T23:07:00.003+08:00

I suddenly feel so stress sia!
6/2 is my 1st UT of UT3!
Is Financial Accounting! OMG!
I sure die for Financial Accounting la..
HOW SIA~!!
I feel stress but I dun feel like studying..
OH MAN!!

My UT schedule is as follows:
6/2 (Sat)
10.45am --> Financial Accounting
8/2 (Mon)
10.45am --> Entrepreneurship
9/2 (Tue)
10.45am --> Cognitive II
10/2 (Wed)
10.45am --> Mathematics II
12/2 (Fri)
10.45am --> Marketing

It is so tight..
Esp for Financial Accounting..
HOW AM I GOING THROUGH THIS?!?!
haiz...

SSS CCA OH 2010

2010-01-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

Went to SSS CCA Open House!
In order to meet them earlier, I din go 4 the Calculus Workshop.
AWWW..
2nd time skip liao..
OH NO!!!!
Deduct points & reflect badly..
HAIZ!
SAD!!
But had a great time coz I get to play vb!!!
Specially make up for 2day..
HEHEHEHE..
Sad thing is dat very few teachers dat have taught us r left in the sch..
AWWW..
So long nv exercise, arms n legs pain sia.. OMG!
Juniors still got attitude problem.. Dunno wadz wrong wif thoz younger ppl..
*make myself sound so old*
-.-lll

After the Open House, ErJie (Jess) & I go eat pastamania! hehehe. I like.. ^^
Sit down dere & juz chat..
Until 10.30pm den we go off, coz I gotta be home by 11.
Had a great time juz toking..
LOVE IT MAN! ^^
okok..
Me now goin do my things liao..
BYE! ^^
*happy*

UT2 Grades..

2010-01-21T23:24:00.004+08:00

My Entre UT2 Grade is out!!
B+!!!
YES!! HAPPY & CONTENTED!
What can I say, Im born an entrepreneur!
HAHAHAHA! jkjk
Juz hope I can reali do well in this module so can pull FA up..
Claire, Marketing faci, told us our grades for UT2 b4 moderation..
I GOT A!
I totally stunned la..
I was lik..
HUHSS???!!! say dat agn.. A?!?!
But of coz happy la.. LOL! Hope after moderation still A.. ^^

So far quite happy with d results for Cognitive II, Entre.. Hope the rest will be ard dere..

LET'S KEEP IT COMING!!

2010-01-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

To: Zai

Tml is entre.. I'm not going to class tml..

But I kinda let down Zai..

Sori la..

I reali hate d sight of her now..

Esp in my team..

I'm not afraid to say her name here..

YES!! THAT'S CLAUDIA

I fucking hate her face n her voice..

SO SORRY ZAI!!

I will make it on the last 2 lessons..

I now do some for tml's problem k?

sayang sayang..

WE FRENZ LA!!

Dun say until like dat la, make me feel so bad.. ='(

2010-01-19T23:06:00.004+08:00

OMG!
I can't believe it..
I got A for marketing! For UT2!
before moderation..
Thot I was goin to fail it so badly until.. I dunno..
LOL!
Juz hope after moderation, I will still get an A..
Damn worried for my FA la!

Today we attended DIEM Module Selection talk..
We have to wear corporate attire 3times a week next year! OMG!
Fuck it!
I nd spend money on formal clothes agn..
& I muz slim down den can wear thoz clothes..
OH NO!!!!
Oh ya! 1 cool thing is dat they gonna teach us make up. for gers onli.. of coz..
Faster teach lehz!
I NEED IT BADLY MAN! lol.. ^^
Kinda excited.. LOL!

Today QUEEN received a red rose! OMG! From a ger.. WAAAA!
Delivered to our class sumore.. So privileged sia.. Scali d ger had a crush on him and give d excuse that their gang oso got receive rose from her... HAHAHAHA!
ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!
I oso wan rose lehs... =(

Think datz abt it 2day.. Nitez! =)

$248.50 fly...

2010-01-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

Oh man.. I today damn hell broke man..

OH F***!!

I juz bought bras from truimph right after school and I'm super duper broke lorx..

OHHHHHH NOOOOO!

Bras, Buy 3 Get 1 Free..

I'm not too sure abt my size so I told the aunty 2 help me measure..

I TIO STUNNED!

80C! C?! Ya.. C..

OMG! *faints*

No wonder d bra dat I was wearing tiz afternoon make me so 'gao wei'..

D 1 I wearing in the afternoon is A cup lorx! WTH!!

OK! So I need 2 buy bras!

I still can't believe my own size.. I look at d cup of the bras the aunty handed 2 me..

DAMN BLOODY BIG LA!

Like can use as a cup to drink water.. OMG!

It's nothing 2 be proud of.. Coz my figure is still 'straight'

My boobs big, TUMMY BIGGER!

LOL!

D main thing dat I'm complaining is..

The total price for the bras is .... ...

$248.50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*bangs*

power rite? I wonder how I did dat as well.. Oh man..

I din get d bra dat I wanted 2 buy 4 so long..

I like dat purple, low V, lace de!!! I WANT DAT 1 I WANT DAT !!!

I luv dat design n colour! SO SEXY!

NOT MINE! *sobs*

D aunty say cannot support so... LIK DAT LORX!

*sobs even more* =(

HEART PAIN LA!!!

*money fly*

I'm so fucking broke..

I need a SUGAR DADDY!!! lol..

Emotional me

2010-01-15T09:00:00.002+08:00

Im so moody last night and now in class.. Juz emo-ing.. Like dun wanna talk and juz wanna listen to sad/slow songs.. Now listening to Russian Roulette sung by Rihanna. Today wear make up to school coz got this big big pimple in the middle of my forehead. I dunno y i so sad. Maybe coz Fiah quit sch.. Now the class is so quiet.. So not used to it. Haiz.. I dun intend 2 listen in class 2day.. Juz wanna emo in class.. haiz..

no mood

2010-01-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

Tml FA UT! FUCK! I haven study n dun feel like studying.. HAHAHA! So damn sian la now.. FA... Haiz.. It juz dawned upon me that I do feel unfair at certain times and I did not say it out. It was until Denise asked me straight in my face that I can't hide the fact that I do feel unfair abt it. Oh my.. Ytd Erjie oso confronted me abt tiz and she told me that I dun wanna solve the problem, I will have to act in front of my family. AGAIN! OH my.. N I dun tink I can work in Vivo agn.. Sori Papa and maine.. Haiz.. Had fun dere but I juz can't go back to work agn.. So sorry.. Now juz wanna look at F21 or VS stuffs or juz slp.. lol.

Shag. Wanna go home slp

2010-01-05T10:46:00.002+08:00

Shag sia.. Marketing module so sian la.. Esp with this stand in faci. LOL! V sian lehs.. She kip talking talking n talking.. Already wanna close eyes liao.. Juz now coz dun wanna b late, I run up d stairs.. In the end vomit my breakfast out. 2pid! I run from 1st storey to 7th storey lehs.. KNN! Damn it.

TIRED! Wanna juz go home slp slp slp... Hug Ah Boy and slp.. HEHEHE..

妥协

2009-12-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

妥协

你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野

*你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈*

**爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界**

*
**

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天

**

2009-12-28T00:13:00.002+08:00

I feel lik sth dat is D.I.Y & is different from my previous ideas but..

I'M LACKING OF IDEAS! OMG!

How sia.. V sian lehs like dat..

HAIYOYO!!

Think Think Think..

Emotional and having a bad throat. Shit.

2009-12-19T22:28:00.003+08:00

I have been feeling emotional these days. Especially yesterday and now. Yesterday, I received a msg and it contained something that I did not like and it kinda hurts.. So I was emotional the whole day and I lay on my bed early, like about 10plus?? So damn early. I started crying as soon as the lights were off around 11pm. I cried until morning? I wasn't able to sleep well the entire night. It has been so long since I got up at 7am. I was rolling around on my bed. Was actually listening to 'Bad Romance' sung by Lady GaGa, hoping that it will divert my attention and try to stop crying. This morning I ended up with a bad throat and now, my throat is still not well yet. Shit man.. Haiz. Sad.

HOLS!!!

2009-12-15T00:11:00.002+08:00

HOLS!

YESYESYES!!

OMG!

So fucking tired la. Onli 3 weeks but beta den nth.. Hehe.. Can't wait 4 chalet! OMG! Muz b so fun la!!

WEETS~

menses! kns! AH BOY! YAY!

2009-12-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

2day cognitive module & cognitive UT2!

MEIMEI BLEED! KNN! SIBEI WRONG TIMING..

pain dao.. feeling like vomiting sumore.. KNS!

cannot tahan liao den go slp on the table in class.. WAAA!!

GOOD MAN!

THANKS TO ALL THE BABES IN CLASS!!

so concerned 4 me.. offered me their cardi & jackets to cover my body while I slp..

SHILIN!

Thanks! U kip asking me wan hot water anot.. But I dun wan put hot water in my water bottle, coz not too healthy. Mine is plastic de.. HEHEHE.. Thanks anyway.. Luv ya!

On my way home, I saw an offer! Medium EEYORE at $29.90! Den feel so hapi.. Coz got ppl so concerned abt me.. So sweet la.. Den wanna comfort myself oso.. SO BOUGHT IT BACK HOME! SOOOOOO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!!! His name is AH BOY! hehehe.. Now hugging it. hehex.

Now stomach still a bit pain pain.. slack a while b4 do a bit marketing notes ba.. HEHEHE!
Bye PPL! <3

strez! damn it!

2009-12-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

UT1 Grades is as follows:

Entrepreneurship: A
Marketing: C+ *thoz C & below muz tok 2 faci.. CB!*
Cognitive: B
Math: C+
Financial Accounting: C

GPA: 2.8

FUCK LA FUCK LA FUCK LA!

DAMN PISSED! SHIT LA! I WAN CRY LIAO..

damn strez now..

Sad.. Juz hope la..

2009-12-08T08:44:00.002+08:00

2day mum drove me 2 school in a different car, aked her why, she din reply so nv ask le.. -.-lll Den she say she know dat da jie absent for 11 lessons den she quite angry.. Juz hope she dun come sch check mine or erjie wan can liao.. HOPE AR!!! LOL!

2day math.. A bit sian.. Exponential sia.. dotx.. good job mann.. I wanna slp liao.. Tml Cognitive II UT 2, Fri - Marketing UT 2.. SIAN LA! I HATE MARKETING! Gotta start studying marketing 2nite, a bit. Ytd, do most of d cognitive, left 2 problems left.. Shld be ok ba.. Chiong study marketing!! Ganbatte Ne!!! <3

FA sux

2009-12-07T14:28:00.001+08:00

KNS! FA DAMN SUX SIA! Dun even understand a shit what d faci toking.. Dunno wad d whole lesson is all abt.. WORST THING! I dunno how 2 present my slides le la! FUCK FUCK FUCK! *faints*

maybel go m'sia

2009-12-07T09:27:00.002+08:00

2day Maybel goin m'sia until friday afternoon.. Siian arr.. Everytime gonna be woken up by dad. FUCK LA! Den less freedom coz mum n dad step in.. HAIYO! They will always come my rm spot check on me.. Outside food everytime.. HAIZ.. Sadded! But I got d whole room to myself! hehehe.. ok la. Sad. DOtz!

make-up

2009-12-07T09:20:00.002+08:00

Last saturday, mum, maybe n me wanted to go Ah Ma hse.. But last minute ah ma wanted us to visit her on Sunday instead. So we from Toa Payoh go to AMK Hub to shop.. LOL! I d best man! Mum help me buy BEAUTY CREDIT FOUNDATION, G2000 skirt!!! HAPPY SIA! Esp d Beauty Credit foundation. hehehe.. So.. I wanna buy all my cosmetics things dat day.. So I called SHILIN! SHE SOUND SO MAN ON D PHONE LA!! Hahaha! SO CUTE LA! hahaha. She's gonna kill me if she sees tiz.. HAHA! I still lack eyeliner (liquid or pencil, i dunno..), brush for blusher, brush for lips, mascara, eyeshadow??? I DUNNO LA! Wad else ar?? HAHAHA! $$$$$ fly...

hungry

2009-12-01T08:41:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating..
I was busy from last Thur until Sunday due to SITEX @ Expo.. I was working dere.. Damn shag so I did not update.. Today not so tired coz slept quite a lot ytd.. Ya..

Last night kip tossing and turning.. Dunno y even thou still quite tired after slping 4hrs in the afternoon after sch.. When I woke up 3am, I'M HUNGRY SIA! Now oso HUUNNGRYY~~!! I wanna eat now! Eat cup noodles 1st.. Lata 2nd break den eat agn.. Or should I juz buy ckn rice?? OKOK! Ckn rice den!! ^^ Drumstick rice + rice + egg..
WEETS~

Fucking marketing! Fucking her!!

2009-11-24T12:33:00.003+08:00

Always kena her wan lehs.. V sian n v du lan lehz! Fuck! Feel like pon-ing agn lehz!! Dunno wad I doing 2day sia! Wa lan eh.. Aaliyah oso damn fuck,. Leader sumore onli know tok cock.. Do nothing.. Cheebye!

I WANNA SLP!

REALLY DUN LIKE HER LA !

HATE HER!!

bad news

2009-11-23T09:23:00.002+08:00

I'm fucking tired.. Reali shag..
Now math.. But feel like pon-ing.. Cannot make it..
Ytd dad tell us bad news..
He most probably will sell his company by the end of the year..
I will have to start working agn..
OMG!
I wan die alr la..
I ytd like suddenly so strez..
So long nv work le, I think I will be damn tired man..
Queen got lobang..
@ 313 somerset, Jap restaurant.. $6/hr
ok la.. C how.. If wan den go interview..
I WANNA SLP!!!

FA n Claudia SUX 2 d C0RE!!!!

2009-11-20T14:40:00.003+08:00

FUCK MAN! FA SuX!!!
sooooo mannyy things to do la! How to finish d whole damn thing! D faci say until i blur.. I beta not listen.. LOL! whatever la.. Anyway FA UT1 sure fail.. I do until wanna die alr.. I fucking hate Claudia la! C'mon! Fucker.. Like so fucking arrogant, nv learn POA oso can tok so much, tok so loud.. KNN! PEK CHEK dao!!!! I reali reali hate her la.. Still quarrel juz now.. Say sorry act blur.. I dun mean it anyway.. Whatever! Look at her fucking face oso turn off la..
FUCK U DUDE! FUCK U DUDE!
AAARRGGGHHHH!!!
Du Lan Ar !!!! _l_

boring....

2009-11-15T14:42:00.002+08:00

IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED LA~!!!
Tml is FA test! Lucky I went out study with Safiah, Queen & Abigail.. I almost finished revising all dat is gonna be tested tml.. YAY!! I now maybe go watch youtube or wad.. Find sth 2 do.. LOL! Entertain myself.. Awww.. HAHAHAHA! Byes~

2009-11-14T00:33:00.001+08:00

Headache...

paint arts

2009-11-13T00:40:00.006+08:00

I went to do some paint arts 2day! SO FUN LA! Dun care if others think is kiddy anot.. HAHA! AS LONG AS I LIKE! AS LONG AS I HAPPY! SHUANG! lol. Share some photos wif u.. Hehehe... ^^

Rabbits!! & Mushrooms?? haha!

celebrating xmas early.. HAHA!!

my cupboard.. ^^

Irritating aunt

2009-11-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

2day my "LOVELY" AUNT come visit me.. FUCK! I like suffering in school sia.. Starting not so pain.. Until 12plus until ard 2.. D pain.. DAMN IT! I keep scolding vulgarities.. Coz of my aunt, I feel very cold but I did not bring my jacket to school coz Princples of Marketing book alr very heavy, so din bring jacket (when I needed it most!).. Lucky I had Queen's jacket.. Still pain but at least a bit beta.. THANKS QUEEN! Appreciate it! 2day I worked wif Clarice, JS, Arlene & Safiah.. GOOD EXPERIENCE!! I had teamed wif JS before but not d rest. 1st time working tgt wif Arlene, Clarice & Safiah.. ^^

Claire (Marketing Faci) say that I have been slipping in my performance. She commented that I always look blur. The fact is.. I AM BLURRR!! I think dere is an info overload. I think wad Claire say in class is very relevant. It is good that she link all the problems tgt but.. I'm juz blur.. I think I really need to REad REAd READ!!!!

GANBATTE NE!!

2009-11-10T00:57:00.001+08:00

OK! I JUZ REALISE STH!
d 1st line of d newest post will have a default color..
Dunno how settle..
Do until pek chek..
WHOEVER KNOWS HOW TO SETTLE MUST HELP ME!!
THANKS!!

NEW BLOGSKIN!

2009-11-10T00:09:00.006+08:00

YAY! I'm done with my NEW KAWAII BLOGSKIN!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!
ok.. Now I must go read Marketing..
TML NO SLIDES LEHS!!! dun read i die..
LOL!!
muackx nitez..

Break time. 9/11/09

2009-11-09T15:08:00.003+08:00

Just now during break time, ShiLin, Joey, Natasha, Safiah, Claudia, Darren, JieSheng, Benson, Ruzaini, Queen & me went to Causeway Point to have lunch.. We went to Pizza Hut coz it is a halal restaurant. Kip laughing & laughing non-stop.. THANKS TO SAFIAH & SHILIN!!!! They siao wan!! OMG! Dunno wad, lunch-ion meat, FUCK-a-tish.. WHAT THE... MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE NOBODY'S BIZ!! But still very tired.. *snore* Lata got UT some more.. Din read.. YAY!!! LOL! Ok la.. Me now gonna stare into blank space.. BYEbye!!

2009-11-09T15:00:00.003+08:00

Narpani event at JBP. 8/11/09

2009-11-09T14:46:00.003+08:00

Ytd go Jurong Bird Park, overall was quite tired la.. Standing all day.. But the Bird Show at the ampihitheatre reali fun sia!! The big bird fly pass my head! About the length of my index finger onli! THAT CLOSE! I look up, the feeling was indescribable.. REALLY NICE! But rain la.. Wear poncho & stand in the rain.. Before my work at the amphitheatre, I was handling the traffic near the carpark. TIO SUNBURN!!! SHIT! Felt a bit itchy until my fren say a bit red, like sunburn den I realise. bird. Wake up 5plus in the morning, slp in bus, 'nua' until ppl ask me help in the traffic.. The ppl tel us go eat, we went to d command ctr, NO MORE FOOD! FUCK! We had to go Mongo Burgers. Damn exp la! Quite nice.. Fish&Chips set ard 1413bucks. KAOZ! After eating, we go see PENGUINS! PARROTS! & 2 other birds (I dunno d name).. Haha! After d Vasantham event at d amphitheatre, 6plus, we report to d command ctr take bag, take pic, GO! LOL! D bus stop damn crowded!!!! Bo bian gotta kol cab.. Natasha, Ruzaini, Darren & me went to Jurong Point. At that time, I low batt alr.. We went to eat Banquet after walking ard a while, looking 4 other alternatives.. Den after dat, we sat dere & tok a bit.. Den we went off.. HOME SWEET HOME!! <3>
SO DAMN DIRTY AND STICKY!
GRRR...

2009-11-07T14:00:00.003+08:00

I would like to take tiz chance to promote my friends' blogshop.. ^^

http://labsel.blogspot.com/ --> Shirley

http://ilovemyskirt.livejournal.com/ --> ShiLin

http://www.shoplovelola.com/ --> ShiLin

http://uphillseries.blogspot.com/ --> Denise

http://blog.littlemustardseeds.com/ --> Joyce

2009-11-07T13:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after school, I went for an outdoor activity to get CE pt.. Ok la. Quite fun although abit scared.. Afterall, I'm 14m above the ground.. LOL! I scared I will let go of my "lifeline" so i grab tight, until now my hand muscle a bit pain.. Too bad la.. Too long never exercise already.. LOL! Next time got tiz kinda activity agn, I sure psycho d class come.. ESPECIALLY SAFIAH!! Wanna hear her sceam.. HAHAHAHAHA! I know I veri bad but too bad.. HAHAHA! I went "shopping" last nite.. So long never go shopping sia.. So hapi.. I looked at F21 clothes and ordered 1 extended hip knit cardi.. Abt 28bucks.. A bit heart pain.. HAHAHA!!! Next time got more money den BUY BUY BUY!!! OR...
CAN ANYONE PROVIDE ME A CREDIT CARD?!?!
hahahahahaha!!!!~~ jkjk..
Me siao wan.. HAHAHA!
Me lata goin ah ma hse. N study 4 Entrepreneurship test on Monday.. ^^

update 4 d sake of updating.. HAHAHAHA!!!

2009-11-06T14:05:00.004+08:00

Juz finish chatting a while with Ben in Financial Accounting class through MSN. Long time no see, no chat.. So bo xin.. CHEY!!! Now he gotta go bank, so I have no one to chat to now.. Listen to presentation!! LOL! Ben tell me to update blog so update lorx.. Complain some more.. CHEY!!! I don't feel too good tiz few days thou.. Tummy bloated, teeth pain, headache and feeling so shag.. Haven taken much photos recently, so too bad BEN!!! hahaha!!! U ca still hug ur pillow 2 slp.. HAHAHAHA!!!

In class at tiz veri moment..

2009-10-28T13:45:00.003+08:00

Im like soooo not in the mood. She say can't give me any future during 2nd break.. Until now, I still no mood.. Not talking and not smiling.. I think I will be like that for the whole of today.. Sian.. ARGH!!!

Finally updated..

2009-10-03T00:50:00.010+08:00

28/9
Went out with my ex-colleagues to celebrate my bday.. They booked a month beforehand.. LOL! 1st stop was to go to Bugis 4 neoprints & present hunting.. In the end, I did not see anything I like so no present 4 tat day.. But it's ok.. Im hapi that day. With or without a present is fine with me.. Next we veri sian so I suggested to go Vivo earlier.. As it was a little early to eat dinner, we went to watch movie, The Ugly Truth. It's nice la! haha!

We had dinner at Shin as planned. I was veri hapi 2 c most of my ex-colleagues as I did have much fun when I used to work dere.. We sat at booth seat 62. Four of us.. Huiyi, Abigail, Joyce & me.. hehe. Joyce knocked off early that day so she joined us.. Got staff discount some more.. SHUANG!!! Ate quite a bit.. After our dessert, I was super full.. Den the surprise came.. If I did not remember wrongly, it was JoeJoe who brought over a piece of Tofu Cheesecake with a lit candle on top it. They all sang a bday song 4 me! Den thoz sitting tgt with me oso sing.. SO SWEEEET!! But oso a bit embarrassed.. hehehe.

Coz HuiYi is having a flu, we ended the celebration early.. I was bored & I did not wanna go home so early so I told Joyce to pei me.. We sat to Marina Bay and back 2 Sembawang.. We sat outside Sun Plaza & started to chat.. .. .. Until 12plus den I head home.. Coz I told mum I'll be back home by 12plus.. That's about it!! HEHEHEHE...

BTW! Is I tell my dajie 2 help me make up during tiz day.. So a bit beta.. HEHEHE!

I look so bird in tiz pic..

random tots

2009-09-09T12:42:00.002+08:00

TO THE PPL OUT THERE!
Those who wanna purchase Body Shop items in tiz mth, Sept .. Pls inform me.. U can hav 20% off! Coz tiz mth is my bday! So .. Inform me if u wanna purchase Body Shop stuffs. ^^

So sian lorx.. I wanna turn 18! I WANNA GO CLUBBING!!!!! But I wanna save money 1st coz I wanna buy a BIG present for my darling.. Hehe.

MONEY MONEY MONEY
can u drop from d sky? Hahahaha~

2009-09-01T14:20:00.002+08:00

OKOKOK!
UPDATE UPDATE!!

Tml goin vivo 2 watch FD4 3D in Vivo! Looking forward to that. A bit scared lehs but I a bit wanna watch also lehs.. But since it's gonna be in Vivo den go la! Cn see my babe too! Yay! Of coz my other lovely colleagues too.. Scali I will bite someone's arm off tml during d movie.. TERENCE ???? Hahaha!

ANNA PLS DUN SCARE D SHIT OUT OF ME OK?!?!

I alr scared enuf.. Dun scare double shot.. I WILL BASH U! Lol.

I maybe jio my colleague come watch.. Do u guys mind? I ask her 1st la.. Later..

OK UPDATED!!!!
ANNA!!!
UPDATED LE AR!!!
lol.....

Give up? Persevere?

2009-08-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

Today's enterprise UT is ok. Pretty confident.. But I'm more worried abt science. I'm worst at that and once I look @ d 6Ps, I wanna slp alr. I wanna give up science sia. Sian.... ARGH!